FOR ONCE, STAY AWAY—
Gave up– i think i’ve tried enough- i gave enough– and that’s enough! :p– stay away from me– i’m hurting — :’(–> DRAMA?
Don’t know where to go from here
First- Merry Christmas everyone~~ 
it’s christmas and suddenly i feel like going emo for an hour or two– please bear with me. minsan lang naman toh!
last November, it was the peak of my i-have-something-to-tell-you-yes-i-like-you moment– it went on smooth sailing at first and now —what?. HAHA laugh. Many unexpected things happened and words spoken yet not really appreciated and oh yes. i can say words left unspoken..
though i said i’m not waiting for him to tell me what he felt but the truth is.. i’m waiting.. and it’s been a month and it really sucks… i’ve received things which gave me hints about what he felt. i do a lot of things for him to feel appreciated and ended up with nothing..
I’m nobodys girl. (oh except friends and family ofcourse. :p) haha. now i’m still on a deep thinking and really i’m yeah. i guess i’m under hallucination. i just don’t know what to do when school starts and i saw him again and the same scene happen! I know i’ll be hurt again and though i’m thinking about being prepared, but yes when that moment comes i know i’ll be weak and will start crying again.. :C that’s pitiful i know. don’t pity me guys.. you freaks! xD
His friends gave hints.. my friends (his kaclose) gave hints too– yet i want it to be something different– something that will actually suddenly unexpectedly from him. something that i’d never believe it’ll happen.. Yes. you dope! i’m waiting for you..
Merry Christmasss! :p
